Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Re-Entry







Cardigan: c/o Chadwick's; Tunic: c/o Territory Ahead; Pants: Gap (old); Heels: Michael Kors

We're back! And re-entry has, thus far, been tough. We flew out of O'ahu today at 2:00 p.m. and got home about midnight Portland time. Coming home to a slightly messy house, cold weather, and the lack of an ocean breeze or the sound of rolling waves has been a shock to the system. But I have a million vacation photos to share, some beachy outfits, and stories and snapshots of the wedding coming up this week. I can ease back into the rainy forty-degree weather with a series of warm-weather posts!

I'm about ready to attempt to sleep off the post-wedding, post-vacation blues and prep for one last day of doing absolutely nothing before returning to work! Hope you all have been well the last week and a half! :) More to come when my head doesn't feel full of airline air!

Friday, March 20, 2015

Planning A Wedding: On Bridezillas


Photo: Amelia Johnson, source

Any person that dedicates 14 months to planning a giant party, shells out unthinkable amounts of money for (what will usually be) a mediocre catered dinner and pieces of tulle, is liable to go a bit crazy. 14 months of planning anything (be it a conference, work event, celebration) causes a bit of a perspective warp. Nothing else seems to hold quite the level of significance as that one giant looming day in the future for a bride. This could also explain why there are post-wedding blues that are said to be quite a doozy.

However, people attending a wedding usually spend about 15 minutes planning for their arrival, gift, and outfit. It is not this giant, looming, insanely expensive, madly planned day for guests, family, and friends. Even your bridesmaids and groomsmen view it as one day that someone else planned that they are (hopefully) excited to attend. 


Photo: Anastasiya Belik, source

During the first few months of our engagement, I struggled with a few things that blew out of proportion due to their association with this one big day. My maid of honor and I didn't communicate properly and between confused expectations, some of my resentment, and the error of not picking up a phone to hash it out, we had a bit of a multi-month struggle. At times I felt rather ignored by my future in-laws (no engagement party? not attending our shower?) and built up some animosity toward their treatment of our future one big day.

Perhaps the most important, sane and ultimately revelatory things I read online said something to the effect of: just because you're getting married, doesn't mean the people involved in the wedding (your family, friends, bridal party) change who they are. If your mother-in-law is always late, she's not going to modify her behavior because you got engaged. If your maid of honor is not a planner, she's not going to become a planner extraordinaire for your wedding. 

That information seems extremely obvious, but bogged down in a sea of "what appetizers" and "which color of pale pink?!!" for hours a day, over the course of a year, you lose sight of the common-sense part of planning. So yes, this one big event was taking up about 250% of my mom and my waking and sleeping hours, but it wasn't that all-consuming for everyone else involved (and understandably so). I had to sit back and recognize that I picked my maid of honor because she was my best friend, not because she was amazing with deadlines and arranging events. I had to remember that my in-laws are who they are - they're not big on planning and they prefer to go through life at their own pace. Ben and I getting married was not, will not, and will never be a catalyst to change them at their core. And that's 100% okay. 


Photo: Jose Villa, source

It's disturbingly easy to start bridezilla-ing. You're caught up in something that means a great deal to you - you're anxious, happy, excited, nervous, paranoid, overwhelmed, and tired. All the sudden the tiniest details (she bought brown shoes instead of the gold shoes I recommended!??!?) seem to be these giant slights. I spent yesterday at work crying in the hall because of some wedding-related snafu (I do not normally cry in the halls). If that doesn't suggest the emotional investment into this whole affair, then I'm not sure what does. 

My advice to any and every soon-to-be-bride is to abandon your expectation that this fairytale for you is a fairytale for anyone else (except maybe your mom). The people that are involved in your wedding, be they guests, family, or members of your party, are their own people with their own important lives and events, and the entire world does not stop around your desire for someone to wear their hair down or up at 1 p.m. on one Saturday. Everyone involved in your nuptials loves you (they do, I promise!) and, in whatever way they can be, are there for you through the process. 

Looking back, I think it's rather funny that I went through all of this drama with my maid of honor. After we picked up the phone and resolved our issues, it has been smooth sailing. She threw the most lovely shower, has gone through a bunch of hoops to officiate our ceremony, and has been insanely supportive. And best of all? She has been herself through the entire process. 

This will be my last wedding post before the wedding next weekend. If you'd like, follow along with the Instagram hashtag #benandkelseywed, or just follow me on Instagram. And in the meantime, here's a look back at the planning posts from this last year: 

Thursday, March 19, 2015

Let's Romp

Spring


I am firmly in countdown, panic, freak-out, pack-mode and my entire suitcase has been inspiring me for the warmer months to come. Spring starts on Saturday (officially, though we've been in Spring for a month now here) and there's nothing I am looking forward to more than a whole season full of airier, brighter pieces. Above are some of my picks for the upcoming season.

My suitcase is full of the color palette above - light pinks/reds/corals, tons of white, and then some specific black pieces that are floaty and beach-ready. That Topshop romper looks so perfect for vacationing, and though I didn't snag it for the trip, I did get these look-alike high-waisted shorts! Can't wait to wear them while lounging by the beach/in the house. I also snagged a replacement white eyelet dress (my Gap dress from last Spring was looking a bit worn) from Gap that looks similar to the white option above (it was hard to choose!). 

I'm also coveting bucket bags right now! Though I need to get through my wedding expenses before I launch into new purse purchases, I have my eye on a classic leather bucket bag for the upcoming spring and summer! Any favorites that you've seen around?

Happy almost weekend!